progression

  Boo.

    never cared before.
 held me.
 cry.
   prayer for happiness.
  opposed faith.
      questioned reality.
              slowly slipped.
               thoughts scrambled.
            "come home."
learned to level.
                  let lust.
self, met.
        yourself, hidden.
nothing to say.
  elevated.
    false idol.
return, oh Israel.
      torn.