[Goshen College English 210] {Spring 2011}

Monday, April 30, 2012

Drifter

I am the drifter
 the  lone (wo)man
the flake on which
Whoville stands.

I am the drifter,
one kicked up like dust
that when settled on glass
protects vision's trust. 

I am the drifter
the renegade bag
who tears from backseats
 finding bushes that snag.

I am the drifter,
the one who knows
many
and few
and this person
who is my own.

I am the drifter
looking over the moor
swaying with lantern
as I rest these oars.

I am the drifter
the dried and the wet--
the leaves and grass clipping, 
the petal that went.

I know no one location--
no one home for eye--
a steady comfort of constant supply,
seeking families far and near to enter in
to laugh, be filled, depart, and return
to enter in.

the one who holds,  but lets grasp slip
who some call by name
and even fewer miss.

the one who catches glance before running past
whom with moments you share
that may or may not last.

I am the drifter 
who seeks to be seen
and also to hide--
hold and deny

O, the drifter, 
am I?

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Now I Might Observe Silent Assurance

it makes me wretch inside
to see "dear" addressed to you
to hear her say,
in type,
"your love is to heavy,"

no wrong have you done.
you need someone to love.

you
chose me.

and i ran- pushed

you away.

"your love is to heavy,"
no-- not from me.

I was too scared
of being left

of being unhappy

till my fears fell through
cut to truth--
became reality.

no longer do i pretend i can Know you-

you do not know yourself,

or,

do you?


can anyone know a person
when we are
constant
change?